Brandon Awadis

Rest in Peace Booker. I love you forever & I miss you so much already. My days feel empty without you. I’m so broken knowing I’ll never be able to see you, kiss you, pet you, talk to you again. I feel sad walking around my house and not hearing your little paws following me around. I get upset when I get in my car, and I look over to the passenger side and you’re not sitting there staring at me with your cute puppy dog eyes. This whole thing feels like a nightmare that I’m unable to wake up from. You were not just a dog to me, you were my best friend, my little sweet baby, my son. We did everything together. From the moment I brought you home, I promised myself that I would be the best dog dad ever, and I hope I was able to stay true to that promise. You were attached to me, as I was attached to you. Nobody knows a Brandon without Booker at his side. Everywhere I’ve gone since you passed, people look at me & ask “where’s your baby?!” and I don’t even know how to answer. Every single problem I ever had, you helped me get through it. Whether that was listening to me vent when I had nobody else to talk to, or comforting me when I had nobody by my side, or your tail wagging when I walked through the door to show me how happy & excited you were just to see my face. My whole life revolved around you. In my 20’s, I had some rough confusing years where I felt like I was losing myself, and having you by my side got me through all those tough moments. You made me feel like I was never alone. For 8 years, I didn’t know a life without you. For 8 years, you made me smile & laugh just being in your presence. You were the sweetest most innocent boy and you put a smile on everybody’s face who ever had the chance to meet you. My favorite thing was watching the Suns play, and you sitting right beside me. I enjoyed having the responsibility of being your dog dad. Every morning, waking up early to take you potty, then feeding you your breakfast, then taking you on your walk, then your daily car ride all the way to tucking you in bed at night to go to sleep. I grew used to that routine, and I feel empty no longer having that responsibility of caring for my baby anymore. ❤️🕊️🙏🏼

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