Makon

Yoooooo, it’s been a whileee

Over the past year, I’ve experienced a tremendous amount of healing through re-learning to listen to my intuition. Several of my most important lessons came from my mistakes, emotions, miscommunication, self hate, lack of boundaries, and things I know many of us face daily. While these moments have been painful and confusing, they inevitably guide me to unimaginable highs. To have the high, we must endure, accept and learn from the low; for night there must be day ☯️

While on the playa for my first time last year, I had a deep realization that I still have a hole in my heart left from the passing of soul brother, Michael. Almost 9 years ago, I lost my best friend, and I miss him. I’m hurt, I’m not over it, and that’s ok. I don’t know if I’ll ever “really” get over it, and honestly, I don’t want to. Michael was so pure and unapologetically himself, he inspired me to be ME, and I lost part of myself when Michael passed to the other side. Although I become temporarily lost, I gained a guardian angel in Michael.

I promised myself to be more vulnerable and share my story for those who are scared. I TOO AM SCARED. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. WE CAN HEAL TOGETHER. We all mourn in different ways, and I have decided to dedicate my music project in Michael’s honor. I am Tmac, Michael is Micknack. There is no Tmac with Michael, and I’m right fucking here!!

LOVE LIVE MICKNACK. LONG LIVE MICKNACK. I LOVE YOU MICHAEL!!