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Posted On: August 16th 2020, 08:48 pm

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nasamat000

7 months ago

nasamat000

حين يُخذل ممن وثق بهم

angile054

2 years ago

angile054

الوحدة والفراغ

lm7a_0

2 years ago

lm7a_0

فقدان الأب و الأخت ... الله يرحم أمواتنا و اموات المسلمين يارب

anfasicraft

2 years ago

anfasicraft

فقد عزيز 😢

bndary11

2 years ago

bndary11

الضغوطات 😢

soona._23

3 years ago

soona._23

فقدان الوالدة

bo00o7.6

3 years ago

bo00o7.6

الفُقد والخذلان والندم

soomey_1402

3 years ago

soomey_1402

الخذلان

this_is_me_loly

3 years ago

this_is_me_loly

الغدر من انسان غالي

kolod__22

3 years ago

kolod__22

الفقد ،الصحه او الوالدين او الاهل

nl.ayl99

3 years ago

nl.ayl99

تعب الأم

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100 days. 100.

We all just feel gutted without him.

I haven’t been able to find a new normal. How can you? It’s like my body is waiting for him to come home. Like somehow this can’t possible be our life.

Halloween was hard for all of us.

Seeing little boys trick or treating. Knowing how much Haze would have loved it all. The costumes. The candy. Being with the big kids.

I couldn’t handle it. So I went home for a couple hours and just sat there.

Curtis and I finally pulled it back together and met back up with our kids and their friends.

And then Kash broke down.

He told me how hard the night had been. How much he missed Haze. He said exactly what I was feeling.

He said he wore his “Shoot 4 Haze” shirt underneath his costume to feel him close. And that it was the only thing that got him through the night. 😭

I felt so terrible. I’d been so consumed by my own grief I hadn’t even thought to check up on him.

Haze was his little sidekick. Those two were inseparable.

Last Halloween, Kash walked door to door with Haze. He didn’t care that it put him miles behind his friends. He just wanted to be with his little brother. To watch him have the best night.

And this year he was walking those same streets without him. It’s just so unfair.

Halloween was hard. But the reality is - everyday is hard. Because everyday with our boy was perfect.

The age gap was the best of both worlds. During the day - Haze almost felt like and only child. I got to soak up every minute of our one on one time together.

But then also get the joy of seeing the big kids get home from school and just melt in his arms. They’d scoop him up and love on him like they hadn’t seen him in weeks. Hazey would squeal with excitement.

I loved watching them love him.

He was the center of our world. The best part of all of our days.

And now we’re all just trying to figure out how to live without him. 100 days of missing him in every single part of our lives.

The weight of forever without him feels impossible. I don’t want a new normal.

#hazemitchell #grief #childloss

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No matter how chaotic the morning feels, I’m always so grateful we went. 🥹💕

Happy Sunday, friends! How was your morning with the double whammy of late night trick or treating the night before paired with a time change?? 🤪

#sundaymornings #catholicfamily #momoflittles #sundaymass #postpartumjourney

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