Posted On: November 7th 2020, 04:02 am
NO MORE INSTAGRAM FOR ME.⚡❗❗
Hey guys so it's been a long time coming, I've been thinking about leaving Instagram for a while but was too hooked. Im nervous as I secretly long for everyone to know what I'm doing and how cute my boy is hehe. The reality is we all long for affirmation and acceptance and I think subconsciously I was looking for it through Instagram rather the my family and the Lord.
I have absolutely no problem with Instagram and people who use it, I think it's an amazing platform to stay connected , BUT my personality is All or nothing.. There is no happy medium with me 😂. Therefore I find myself mindlessles scrolling through it for ages and taking huge chunks of time sifting through pictures to see what I should post, or filming every moment that I think would make a good 'insta story'. It feels a bit consuming FOR ME. I tried to just cut back and not post as much, but I found I went in waves.. Posting and resisting, scrolling and ignoring, filming and restraining... Let's just say I won't to focus my mind of other things, and finding that at the end of each day I was exhausted but not accomplished much.
I really want to stay up to date with my friends and friends over seas and my mum friends and there cutie pies so please send me pics on messenger of what you have been up too. 😊