4 years agoI’m so fucking tired all the time I can’t sleep my parents found out I was cutting stress at school has just gone up so much I feel so numb I can’t even cry anymore I’m just so done I feel like I am just annoying to everyone drawing and cutting is my only way of coping my parents are trying to get me a therapist but I just don’t talk about my feeling I’m exhausted I have assignments from nearly a month that are late my mom told me last night that she was proud that I haven’t hurt myself even tho I hurt my self the night before she told me that I feel so guilty and I just want to disappear I am like on a thread before I just wanna run away in the woods I can’t take it anymore but the only thing that I’m holding on seeing Dreams face and if Dream and George do a meetup I’m trying my best not to hurt myself again but I just can’t anymore the longest I’ve gone 5 days and I broke it the night before my mom told me she was proud of me I don’t know what to do if anyone knows a way to stop cutting or a better way than cutting please tell me because I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m also pretty much starving myself and doing workouts just so I look thinner I hate myself so much.
5 years agoim always not able to sleep cause i have this fear of the paranormal and stuff and i cry cause i just wanna be normal and sleep like everyone else does
5 years agoMann I'm so tireddddd likeee fxckkk it's so hard!!! I try my best but I can't go onnnnn!!! It hurts so bad :((
5 years agoi got abused as a kid a couple years ago. From ages 9-13. It’s scarred me for life. I can’t get over it and it’s caused me some trauma. Mental health has gone downhill ever since.
5 years agoThings have gotten hard since one of my friendships broke up and the stress of school, but i’m really quiet so i don’t tell anyone and i’m afraid that one day i’m just gonna burst into an emotional wreck. But then again i feel like i should complain since i have a great family and friends and some people have it a lot harder than me.
5 years agoI’m moving in 2 days and i dont even know how to feel. I’ve been so excited since January when we first started talking about it but i’m just getting more and more nervous and upset because im gonna miss my family, but i also cant get any tears out of myself. Im sad but can’t show it.
5 years agoI honestly don't knlw how I can live anymore everything is so hard and it seeks like my life is falling apart and honestly I'm gonna end it soon cause I just feel shit 24/7 and I'm doing shit that isn't good for my body so I'm getting skinnier and skinnier and it's not helping nothing is so ye
5 years agoI just feel like at this point nothing is enough. I'm trying so hard in school but I'm so burnt out and my family just keeps pushing me further and further but I have no one to talk to, no one who really listens or understands or even cares. I just feel that it would be easier if I simply didn't live. It would solve everything. I am so tired for being there for everyone but having no one for myself.
