Leah Elizabeth Laramore

10/18/2023. Our due date. There so many chapters we didn’t get to experience together. What would your kicks have felt like? What would your cry of sounded like? What color would your eyes have been? How much hair would you have had? How big would you have been? All of these questions remain unanswered. The amount of, why couldn’t, resonates even more. Why couldn’t your heart continue to beat? Why couldn’t my body be sufficient to grow you? What could I have done differently? It hurts and it’s painful. The single only thing that has helped me through this is that she’s with Jesus. Instead of me holding her when she opened her eyes, Jesus did. Instead of us loving her here in this broken world, she gets the love of Jesus. She skipped all the chaos this world has to offer and has only known the perfect love that Jesus has to give. I can’t even imagine, the amount of love that she is surrounded with. I imagine all of our family with her. My grandparents, the ones that passed when I was young or didn’t get to meet. Kendrick’s grandparents, the ones that I did and didn’t get to meet. Tim. Lizabee, Duke, Clark, and Max. She is not missing anything. We are. I resonate with, the fact, that we will see her again but until then she is completely surrounded by all that she needs in the most perfect way. We will continue to love you. We will continue to miss you. We will continue to look forward to the day we get to see your beautiful face baby girl.❤️❤️
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