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To this day i still wish it wasn’t true. I wish that i could say i didn’t see her take her last breath that day and that she was still here. That i could still call her and go to her room and laugh and bother her! I wish i could still here her laughter and see her smile and that i could get a hug from her even though she wasn’t the most affectionate 🥹 but those moments are only distant memories now you will forever live in our hearts! On 3:30 i lost more then just my mother i lost a piece of myself 💔 and although that may be true i will continue to live my life for her! Strive for greater and make her proud because thats what she’d want! God is on my side and i know he is working for my good! I will be okay and eventually it will get easier. I remember once my mama said “that she and i grew up together” lol even though she was my mom and raised me she had me young and as her first born she learned i was meant but i never would’ve known that raising me was hard because she made it seems simple! She made sure i was always taken care of and supported all of my dreams and im forever thankful to say Lashawndra Monique Manning was my mom! God blessed me big time by making her my Mama!! 3:30 forever 🥹💕 i love you Mama Bear