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Posted On: October 5th 2025, 06:37 pm
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Coming home has never felt so empty. I still expect to see you waiting for me, to be greeted by the little soul who made every home feel like home. Instead, I am met with silent echoes. It’s easier when the world is loud enough to distract me from your absence. But in the quiet hours, the midnight panic attacks & the mornings I wake without you, grief finds me. That’s when I cry for you to come back. Even in death, you are still teaching me about love, loss & the unbearable beauty of having something so precious that its absence can break you. You saved me from death more times than people will ever know. My greatest accomplice, my little shadow through every version of myself. Seventeen years of traveling, beach days, sleepless nights, laughter & tears. You witnessed parts of me no human ever will. You knew me before I knew myself & loved me through every person I had to become. The greatest blessing of my life was the day you let me save yours, never knowing you would spend the next seventeen years rescuing me. For that, I’m forever yours. What I would give to hold you one last time. To kiss the soft fur behind your ear. To simply look at you from across the room, doing absolutely nothing, just existing in the same world as me. I would give anything for one more ordinary day. A piece of my heart left this earth with you & that space will always belong to you. Seventeen years will never feel like enough when I wanted a lifetime. The hardest part of loving you is that I was your entire lifetime & now I have to live the rest of mine without you. So find me again. In this life, the next & every existence that follows. Find me wherever souls go when their bodies can no longer hold all the love they carry. If we are given a thousand lifetimes, I hope you choose me in every single one, because I will spend every lifetime looking for you. Come back, love of my life. Please, come back. ❤️‍🩹🕊️🥺
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