big A🏆

to my very first little brother,

the one who gave me my most precious title, the one who taught me what it means to be a sister, the one i shared my most precious and most difficult moments with, the one that dealt with all of me, in every aspect of life, the one who i’d call just to sit and talk about nothing, the one who changed his life around for the better 😭 i love you man. you left me speechless.. i don’t understand now and i probably never will, why it had to be you. you were AMAZING. you were a light in so many peoples’ lives, ESPECIALLY mine. even being the most annoying human on the planet 😂, you never failed to bring a smile to my face. life threw you so many different curveballs & you stayed down, you were never demotivated, always looking for the next, best step to take in life. i’ll admire that forever! you were & forever will be, my best friend. from the cradle to the grave. we were raised as twins literally we did it all together 😭 i can’t wrap my head around the fact that i will never get to speak to you again, or see that big smile that shut your eyes when you did it 😂, listen to you rant about your next move, or just simply be in your presence ever again. i cannot believe it, i never thought id be left typing out my last words to you. you broke me kadrian, you left me here 😭 we were never supposed to be apart from each other, it’s always been us! A & K. wherever, whenever. i can’t wait for the day i get to hug you again, and we laugh til our stomachs hurt, and eat all the hot fries in the world 😂 i can’t promise you i’ll always be strong, but i can promise you that i will try. you’d be telling me “adrian shut up doing all that crying” right about now, so i’ll put on my best face for you, only for you brudda. to my very first best friend, i love you i love you i love you, i just wish i got to tell you one last time. until we meet again kdog, watch over me & welcome me with open arms and that smile when im home.
A & K forever, i love you 🖤
- your big sis Adrian