🌺Gabriella🌺

The three months leading up to my birthday are usually my most grounding months of the year. I use “grounding” as a cushion for humbling, which is why I never really look forward to my birthday.

Like most things, it always seems so far away until it suddenly comes and goes.
Nineteen doesn’t bring much anticipation for me; I’m honestly suspicious of the age. Nineteen, twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two — they all function as doors not yet unlocked. But I’m tired of sitting in this feeling of not knowing what the future has in store.

So instead of letting the future mindlessly guide me, l’ve decided it will be me who takes the reins now. And for the moment, l’ll focus on what I do know...(see next post😉)