Posted On: January 7th 2026, 04:52 am
Journal Entry September 22, 2024:
Things that hold me back… people’s opinions, indecision, titles (or rather the need to stick to them) and overthinking.
Good to know some things don’t change hahah
I’ve been posting a lot more on here because 1. I desperately wanna break the cycle of not acting because of own doubt. I’d much rather live a life of action despite the doubt. And 2. Because there’s certain things the Lord has been highlighting to me for a longggg time; Things I should be doing; Things He’s put on my heart.
Heavy on the feeling the need to stick to titles. I’m a photographer so sometimes i feel so weird posting stuff unrelated to photography. Especially since I used to find my identity in it. Outside of photography I felt like I had no true identity. That was until I realized that my purpose on earth is not to click the shutter of a camera. It was to glorify God and worshipping Him in everything Has been so fulfilling. So while yes, I absolutely LOVE creating, I realize that it’s HOW He made me, not WHO I am.
Outside of art, I’m a daughter of Jesus. And I’ll take that any day over just being a photographer.