Pay attention to your friends. You can be having a blast with them. Laughing, joking, singing, dancing, fishing.. clubbing. Or just hanging out. And the next day they're gone. And I have felt this way before. Where I thought it would be better if I didn't exist. But there is help out there. Please reach out if you need help. If you're too scared, my inbox is always open. God bless you all. 🖤