𝕾𝖚𝖌𝖆𝖗 𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖉𝖎𝖊

Freestyle (especially when ppl are watching 👀) still terrifies me because I never know where my body is going to take me. It’s this weird mix of nerves and liberation⚡️🥴🤩 not knowing what comes next, but choosing to trust it and just flow anyway; I’m glad I got to discover new pathways like that falling to ground move and articulation at the start and end… Also im hiding behind my glittery pants as a distraction 😆✨ I cut off the inner lining before going to @poledancemovement to perform lol
Also I feel so bad because I did not really incorporate any edgework stuff I learnt from sea’s class… my body just didn’t built enough muscle memory due to the lack of practice because work really took over my whole life so I didn’t had time 🫠🫠🫠