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Posted On: May 20th 2026, 12:15 am

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I’ve been without a phone for two weeks, so I’m only now able to share my thoughts about Jesse Adams. ❤️

I’ve been going through eight years of Facebook and Instagram DMs between Jesse and me, and I’ve realized that most of our conversations were basically two grown men spooning through direct messages. 🤣🤣

The amount of love, encouragement, admiration, and emotional support we sent each other was ridiculous. And I wouldn’t change a word.
That’s who Jesse was.

What an honor and joy it was to know and love this man for eight years.

Jesse could change your entire emotional state simply by being present. His happy-go-lucky energy was infectious. His smile made you feel seen, special, and worthy of being here.

Random texts. Unexpected DMs. Little reminders that you mattered. He gave love away so freely.

Jesse was a hero to animals, but equally devoted to people. He found his purpose and jumped in with everything he had, committing himself to something greater than himself and serving those who couldn’t speak for themselves.
In 2022, Jesse joined our Mission Possible coalition to rescue animals left behind in Afghanistan. I grew to love this dude during that experience, and I’ve loved him ever since.

Which makes his tragic death in Ukraine so devastating.

His loss reflects the terrible darkness in our world. The cruelty, violence, and destruction that stand in absolute opposition to everything Jesse represented.

Jesse was the opposite of that darkness.

Where there was cruelty, he brought compassion. Where there was fear, he brought comfort. Where others saw hopelessness, he saw an opportunity to serve.

A man who devoted his life to bringing light into the darkest places was taken by the very darkness he was working to overcome.

It’s heartbreaking. Infuriating. Terribly unfair.

Yesterday would have been his 42nd birthday.

But a life isn’t measured simply in years. It’s measured in love given, lives touched, and service to others.

By that measure, Jesse lived an extraordinary life.

I love you, brother. Your light lives on. ❤️🐾

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