Jay Carroll

Rest easy brother I hope heaven is beautiful I hope it feels like home I hope your not in pain anymore my boy I hope they have mushy pea sandwiches I still don’t know how you ate them🤣you wore an absolute character and a genuine really good bloke you wore painted on this app with a brush and got mountains of hate from fake accounts viewers and even creators but I took you as you wore to me and I’m glad I did because I got to be your mate and make some hella memories I got to meet your family who I must say let me stay at there house when I was homeless I’m forever thankful my first ever time going fishing was with you and you had to set my rod up for me I was like a kid🤣my first time watching boxing was with you my first time going to pleasure beach was with you 2 of us terrifed to go on the rides “we’re big boys” we clicked so well and just got each other we both had or struggles with mental health we both had the same past with abuse and addiction we wore both in recovery together supporting each other every day we use to sit and speak for hours upon hours about things you’ve never told anyone brother which I’ll never tell a soul i wish I could just give you one last hug and tell you it’s okay you’ve got this you ain’t alone like you use to always tell me when I was crying most nights on the phone to you suffering so bad with my head and when I couldn’t go live because I was so sad and when I couldn’t even leave my bed you use to always say I ain’t alone you’ve got me and you love me Mikey love ye brother rest in peace🪽❤️