21 days agojayr.r215
Shit kinda starts feeling normal once your in your 5th fight but when its your first you genuinely feel like your body is light and your head just starts to become numb i remember sitting on a bench and just staring at a wall for what it felt like 30 minutes my eyes where locked on the wall as my thoughts became louder as i was telling myself to stay calm and focus but my mind was just playing different results of me losing wether if i get knocked out or knocked down or even if my opponent just keeps hitting me with a jab the whole entire fight and i lose by decision. All of these thoughts kept happening i was so scared to go inside of that ring until i started walking up to the ring i was still scared but once i started fighting my opponent i realized that all it was is because i kept doubting myself even when i was doing good because i was always afraid of getting hit until i landed a clean right uppercut and a right hand which dropped my opponent. Nobody will truly understand the satisfaction of watching your opponent go down by your punch it feels like slow motion watching the punch land followed by them dropping like a sack of patatoes i remember when i got him down and the reff started counting my body felt cooler like if my body was lathered in cold water. I stopped hesitating my shots and just went for the finish. My opponent landed a nice left hook once i closed the distance that made me wobble a bit but even then the thoughts never came back i didn’t hesitate he landed the left hook but i landed a clean 2, 3 that made his legs buckle and once i saw that i just rushed him until the reff seperated us and he waved it off giving me the win.
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