5 days agoI have an aggressive colony of pinworms deep inside my rectum. The population of worms is so large that my bowel is full of deep, infected wounds, some of which have become necrotic. For my backside to heal, I need to keep a plastic mold—about 40 cm long—inserted into my rectum to allow the infection and wounds to mend. This creates many additional problems: the wounds are also suppurating, and because my bowel is completely open, purulent organic matter—along with worms, feces, interstitial fluid, and blood—leaks directly out of my backside. Consequently, the floors, sofa, and bed in my apartment are entirely covered in this discharge, which is teeming with worms. It is a horrific sight. Another major issue is the stench. It isn’t just the smell of fecal matter; it is an indescribable, lethal odor, caused by the secretions reacting with one another—a process further exacerbated by the worms. A female neighbor came to my door to bring a fresh apple pie, but the smell triggered a fit of vomiting, and the pie went flying onto the ground. I don’t dare open the door anymore....the door anymore. I normally like to smell my own rectum, and that’s why I finger myself—to catch that lovely scent of intestinal fluid throughout the day. Some of the sores in my bowel are actually caused by my fingernails. I hadn’t previously considered that God might care about this, but I believe this is God’s punishment for me, because I also have... have an intense craving to smell and make love to a decomposing corpse. About 12 days is the perfect stage of decay for having sex with a body—it is suitably decomposed, yet the maggots are still mostly confined to the internal organs. At this point, the corpse’s anus usually emits the most intense odor, due to the combination of putrefying flesh and fecal matter undergoing gas production.
