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And I still deserve good things
I deserve to create
I am still capable of creating and making things

I am only human
Who has stumbled
Hurt
Was hurt
Cried
Loved
Repented
Was selfish
Asked for forgiveness
Defended myself
Forgave
Was codependent
Let go
Said goodbye

But I’m still beautiful

But I choose to keep living
Without the feeling that I must constantly feel shame and guilt
To take responsibility for my choices and their consequences
To say “goodbye” to the dead weight of the past
To open up
And move on
Because all these moments are life happening

And what a blessing that this desire remains inside
To choose light and faith that I am a valuable part of the world
Where in every next moment there will always be a chance to try
A chance to take a new step