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i have spent days trying to find the right words to explain what I am feeling. I don’t feel you with me anymore yet I have a sense of comfort which makes me wonder if that is you. This version of you is not the same because you are not physically with me anymore, but the feelings I have are as if you still are. My pain is heavy and my heart aches, but you are filling me with strength because I know it is not my own. I miss your smile and your laugh and our dates just running around. I am not sure how to live this life without you and it is such an odd feeling knowing that I have to keep going.
My mom was the picture of strength and all I could ever wish to be. She was someone who would give you her last and not tell you that it was. She would give without expecting return. Her presence could calm any storm. She was someone who was wise beyond her years and never shied away from giving some helpful advice. She knew every answer to every question. She was truly a once in a lifetime person.
Although right now I am speaking of all the things she was, she will always continue to be these things for me. My rock, my role model, and all I will ever wish to be.
I know you are no longer in pain. I hope you are resting so peacefully. Say hi to our sissy for us. Until we meet again.
I love you forever and back mommy. Rest peacefully. 🤍 by @cielomaria03

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felt cute might delete later <3 by @cielomaria03

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somewhere in rome by @cielomaria03

views around rome <3 by @cielomaria03

deliciousness + homemade pasta&tiramisu 🍛 by @cielomaria03

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traveling 😚 ( swipe for a surprise <33 ) by @cielomaria03

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2 years without you… there will never be new pictures to post, laughs to share, or memories made. i think that may be the hardest part. the moment you left us replays in my head every day. you deserve to be here. you deserve to meet your grandchildren, you deserve to travel the world and do all the things you dreamed of doing. i still dont think i’ve accepted it and honestly im not even sure how i could. im not sure what ill do without you for the rest of my life. this loss is so unfathomable, i just want time to stop so maybe i could accept that its real. a girl just needs her mom. i hope heaven is treating you so well. you are missed in all the moments, rooms and places you should be. i love you to heaven and back mommy. come visit my dreams. 🤍 by @cielomaria03

just wanted to show yall my mommys pretty flowers <3 by @cielomaria03