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I have simply decided. Decided I deserve the best life. I’ve decided what I consider that best life to be & even decided this life is the fucking best! — Ive decided I love a red lip and I consider seeing a double rainbow absolute magic and I thoroughly enjoy a menthol cigarette; these are my decisions. I’ve decided to own the role of creator in my own story — I hope you pick up your pen, & start writing too… Love you! by @cumdrp
Left my self proclaimed and imagined shortcomings in Mexico… Grateful as hell for it!!! & now I’m casually quantum leaping thru my life - which is quite the lucky life I get to live. Here’s to my tan lines that’ll last me all year, the love I’m spoon-fed without begging for, and to my epic crash outs I always, surely survive 🦋 Love you, universe. (Love you too, Sammy) (also, miss u, Zeus 🐕) by @cumdrp
it’s ok by @cumdrp
There is no greater peace I feel than submerging in a tub. — I am currently desperate in my search for stability (again); amidst forced gratitude, combative consistency, and blind certainty in uncertainty… I just get lost in all of it. I guess it’s easier to simplify and look at everything I love/get to love, but even that.. it’s easier said than done. But who I am is my choice, who I become is my doing, and who I was was not that bad. & ya, I’m bustin thru reading Project Hail Mary so I can watch the movie bc I need the same experience of excitement when I watched The Martian (although I read The Martian in middle school and the movie premiered amidst my junkie era - so timing was underwhelming but I’m tryna do it right this time.. not sorry, TMI) Also, you’re welcome for bath content 🫧 by @cumdrp
b/c on the other side of fear and discomfort you will find, literally, everything you’re too afraid to admit you want. 🍾 by @cumdrp
How lucky am I to experience love like this?! A love that pours into its self while simultaneously pouring into all that is around it. To Jan & Will, my friends from before and from now, and to loving fearlessly AND boundlessly! I love you!!!! by @cumdrp
Life and the self are just so funny. It’s insane to be born into a body but forced to go through hazing periods for your soul to resettle into its own skin. To relearn lessons in cyclical patterns until you finally move differently. It’s truly silly, the human experience… I’ve wasted so much time desperately searching for myself, convinced I’d find myself in certain places or people or outcomes that I had no business pretending to have any control over. Hunting down past versions of myself, selves that have literally died. — But revelation came in accepting that the self I was frantic to grasp, wasn’t a thing that can be found; it is a thing you build. And then mend. And upgrade. And alter, just to alter again. And so on… I feel at peace with myself, I’m proud of it, and i am not shy about it. I’ve cultivated this ability to love and I forged it through rounds of hatred. I think about how a flower will have to push through layers of darkness that is soil before poking out to feel the suns light. Life is fucking wonderful, but it’s also completely savage. She will give you everything you want but also take away everything you thought you were fighting for; a beautiful storm. We do not need to spend time nor energy trying to define, label, control, contort or manipulate her. Just be. Just be yourself. Own yourself. Love yourself. Support yourself. Prioritize yourself. Bet on yourself. Because you’re worth it, seriously. by @cumdrp
Japan, all I have to say is, thank you. Thank you for all of it. For every single person I had the utmost privilege of meeting, to the foods I tried for the first time, to smoking in the Izakayas at 1 am, to 7% highballs in vending machines, to shrines that held ancient magic, to the incredible details of hospitality your country offers the entire world, and even to the greener greenery that coats your country.. thank you for all of it. I love you, I feel loved by you & I think we look pretty damn good together. I’ll see you so soon ❤️ Cheers!!! by @cumdrp
This one’s for the hospitality industry. Grateful to be apart of something that touches every corner of the entire planet. 🍸 by @cumdrp
Just a moment for: Spring, this dress, the fact that flowers are supposed to die.. [and shouts out to Hodgy Daddies, shouts out to Left Brizzle, shouts out to Domyon, shouts out to Frankie Ocean, shouts out to Syd the Dude, shouts out to L-Boy Awk] 🪷 by @cumdrp
Put me in, I’m ready to play!!!! by @cumdrp
Everyday is international WOMENS day. Some thirst traps from Mexico to normalize all yall to the superior sex. — but on an honest tip, feeling so incredibly grateful and rejuvenated. Learning to let go and rly experience release has been such a tumultuous yet fulfilling feeling; the notion that healing is a destination you reach is rather misleading, so keep going. Keep changing because it truly is incredible to be human - the shape shifting, the evolution/growth, the absolute contradiction of existence… all of it, like if you’re reading this, you are fucking doing it. That’s hot. by @cumdrp

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