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"Lemme out of here" - Clay Puppington
👑Black✊🏾,🏳️‍⚧️ Transbian🌈 in need of support to leave a hateful/bigoted environment
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I woke up emotionally miserable and mentally foggy. Stepped outside to try and feel better. Was out there for hours, I cried twice because of the abuse I was remembering and went I felt from it. It's not my fault I was born, so why treat me like this? Why do this to me? Because of this and them, I wish I was either not born or dead. I just wish I didn't exist for any of this. I would be happier and free. Share and spare: ://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9?sp_campaignid=519084106&sp_adgroupid=1321615273032760&sp_matchtype=e&sp_network=s&sp_device=m&sp_devicemodel=&sp_keyword=spotfund&sp_placement=&msclkid=ce76cf4e927a12e94afda5850a2add8a #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #blackmentalhealthmatters #suicidepreventionsupport by @dear_bella_donna
Thank you all to those who left supportive comments, actions, and donations. I do appreciate them all, sincerely. I just feel like I shouldn't be doing this cause what I went through isn't "enough" and I'll just be stuck here forever. I don't think I'll get more support from new people either and that I should stop and I'm scared of what will happen next. Share and spare: ://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9?sp_campaignid=519084106&sp_adgroupid=1321615273032760&sp_matchtype=e&sp_network=s&sp_device=m&sp_devicemodel=&sp_keyword=spotfund&sp_placement=&msclkid=ce76cf4e927a12e94afda5850a2add8a #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #blackmentalhealthmatters #suicidepreventionsupport by @dear_bella_donna
I've been away for a while, I have been supporting others, while dealing with God awful news and pain as I struggle to self soothe and regulate myself properly. I hate this. I hate feeling like my life will never be what I want nor mine. I hate how I feel my dreams will never come true. I hate being here. I hate what they make me feel. I hate how they don't care. I hate their entitlement. I hate that I was born. Happy Halloween I guess... Share and spare: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9?sp_campaignid=519084106&sp_adgroupid=1321615273032760&sp_matchtype=e&sp_network=s&sp_device=m&sp_devicemodel=&sp_keyword=spotfund&sp_placement=&msclkid=ce76cf4e927a12e94afda5850a2add8a #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #blackmentalhealthmatters #suicidepreventionsupport by @dear_bella_donna
Help me leave while I'm still alive. I don't want to die because of them nor still be here. All that is easier said than done. Share and spare: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9?sp_campaignid=519084106&sp_adgroupid=1321615273032760&sp_matchtype=e&sp_network=s&sp_device=m&sp_devicemodel=&sp_keyword=spotfund&sp_placement=&msclkid=ce76cf4e927a12e94afda5850a2add8a #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #suicidepreventionsupport #mentalhealthsupport by @dear_bella_donna
Studied for a week, 3 hours each, had to take time off due to the anger I had towards what happened to me, the emotional and verbal abuse I went through and the same abuse the excuse, condone, protect, and even agree with, that it put me off physically for days. Now I'm feeling much better, a little scared but ready to get back into what I want and have to do. Spare and share down below to get me the fuck outta here: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9?sp_campaignid=519084106&sp_adgroupid=1321615273032760&sp_matchtype=e&sp_network=s&sp_device=m&sp_devicemodel=&sp_keyword=spotfund&sp_placement=&msclkid=ce76cf4e927a12e94afda5850a2add8a #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #suicidepreventionsupport #studying📚 #studyingmotivation by @dear_bella_donna
Things have been especially tough these past few days, the anniversary of my grandma passing was awhile ago. She, in the year she passed, said and did horrible things that I have already mentioned on here that she did not regret nor apologize for, but meant sincerely. It's cause of her too that I wish I wasn't alive anymore. Show any support, I could seriously use the human company as I lock the fuck in. #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #suicidepreventionsupport #studying📚 #studyingmotivation Share and spare: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 http://spot.fund/g4gbgsbsc by @dear_bella_donna
Been away due to my advocacy work and mutual aid work towards others. I need support to leave. I feel nothing but anger, resentment, and I hate to say it but it's been the only thing that makes me feel alive and something in general. It scares me. Please spare and share anything so I can live to be myself without hate. Second pic is my Halloween costume I went as Jean from #bayonetta2 what are y'all gonna go as for Halloween? Share and spare: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 https://www.spotfund.com/story/bc5415bf-e444-4c07-9481-7db0c5b9c0a9 #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #mentalhealthsupport by @dear_bella_donna
I'm predominantly and only upset, aside from not having enough when going back home, even with leftovers, is that I'm afraid of being met with homophobia of any sorts, as well as possible body shaming. Share and spare so I may leave a toxic household and family, as I take care of my needs: http://spot.fund/cqtvdmjsc https://cash.app/$KMWash662 #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #selfisolation by @dear_bella_donna
Main goal is to raise $7k to leave and have a home of my own with furniture and the ability to take care of the first few bills. Daily goal $500 for food, hygiene products, and taking care of phone bill. In the meantime I want to get my license to embalm to become an embalmer. Talk about your #dreamjob❤️ and #studies📚 Spare and Share: http://spot.fund/cqtvdmjsc https://cash.app/$KMWash662 #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #suicidepreventionsupport by @dear_bella_donna
She also said "Love the Sinner, Hate the Sin." My existence is not to be "agreed or disagreed" on, nor who and what I am is a "sin". Her saying this was dismissing me as a person, and seeing me as something to tolerate, like who and what I am is a bother, a chore. Either you accept, respect, and support me and who I am or not. She doesn't. She also does this as she continues to be homophobic and transphobic in addition. Share and spare so that I am able to leave and be some where, that will accept, recept, and support me as who and what I am: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 http://spot.fund/cqtvdmjsc #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #selfisolation #suicidepreventionmonth by @dear_bella_donna
My pay site here: https://cash.app/$KMWash662 Give to my other site in my profile too. All jokes aside, I'm scared to do this. I'm scared and a little hopeless to ask for support via mutual aid. I know many other people personally that need the support more than I, but I can't stay here any longer even if I'm trying to focus on myself, my wellbeing and financial endeavors. I have to leave, I have had one too many times where I generally considered killing myself because of what they said and how I know, despite my wishes, that they wouldn't change the hate they have in their hearts, even if it hurts me or kills me. They would never now or at all, do the work to be better. I don't wanna hope and wait anymore with them, or rather for them. Please support me in leaving them, and never looking back for my well-being. Thank you. #blacklgbtqlivesmatter #suicidepreventionmonth by @dear_bella_donna

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