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Welcome to my masterpieces tied with some of my favorite songs !!
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Shadow silhouette come out for us to see your color in the place you call home by @gothstarpopstar

Hello My name is Yax. I was born and raise till the age of 19 in a town call Houston out in east Texas. Since then I kinda just moved everywhere. I love Houston, Houston is my home, I so often go back to visit. Thru my journey of discovery I’ve photographed a bit of what it is I’m living. To many it’s a hell, for me it’s like the Texas Scorching Hell book I once read full of fucking poetry. We’ve probably met and this is a side you don’t actually remember meeting. It’s not meant to be met more so just seen. It’s just supposed to happen when one’s alone. At least that’s what I tell myself? And so everybody here. Here’s a chunk of me and chunk of things I don’t talk about because we are so caught up in our moment. Sometimes I feel the wind just carrying me and it doesn’t help being a Aquarius rising oh yeahhh living the moment… I’m glad we met <3 cause goddamit what else are we supposed to do in this eternal void. Here’s some of my favorite pictures I’ve captured thru the journey 🤟🏻 by @gothstarpopstar

The most gorgeous smile by @gothstarpopstar

My mind was at a static place
Couldn’t really tell you
How I truly felt
So many stabs into me
Couldn’t tell you what was real and fake
I’ve stepped out
Nd I still think about you
Even when we’re miles away
I really love you
Do you think we’ll see each other again ?
I had many dreams and you came in
It’s something I been
Long looking
I know who you are
Kyuss you came into me
Like a mountain man by @gothstarpopstar

He was clean
And I was covered in tattoo sleeves
For a second I felt
Like I’ve reached the clouds
Just when I left I couldn’t look at you to cry
All I ever wanted to know
Was what mountain I’d love
Nd it wasn’t healthy to cry
God I hated that
So I kept going
I have a destination
To always have you besides me
No matter what
Nd you’d think the same
No matter what
We often shot so many guns
Made so much noice
But somehow
You were the quietest thing
I never wanted to lose by @gothstarpopstar

And I know I got you
Pondering in your head
I tell you
You deserve the best

And maybe
It’s my other side of the coin
That I been failing to understand

It’s the worse feeling running
again into you
Like things were left unsaid
And I can’t anymore

Shooting pool
Very solo
Your gazing over
And all I want is to get
is a good shot
I’ve gotten over the lust

I keep running from what
We could of been
It’s late
So to my next
Will you stay
For the best ? by @gothstarpopstar

GOTH STAR POP STAR SUMMER ICON 2026 😎 by @gothstarpopstar

Run away from the sun & see the night
Leaving wine bottles and tequila vulgar enough for the light show
Opps I’m in trouble
oops I do what I want
There’s no way to control me
When all I do is love
I want play boy this summer
And it plays
The sun is down my neck
Nothing compared to Houston sweat
Love everyone knows how I feel about you
But it won’t be till the next summer
But someone else is pull me away
For this time
And slightly I feel odd
I’ve said I’ve make up my mind the ending of the summer
But I’m left with a yes and no in my head
Let if for my bitterness to rest
Just like the night I sang
You know exactly what I meant
Love everyone knows how I feel about you by @gothstarpopstar

by @gothstarpopstar

And
Just when you get the last piece
You open so many glasses cases
That’s been tracking detections
Of overload stimulation
Everyone is smiling
I’ve done thrown it over my shoulder
Just like ole blue
Waterloo
It’s not that I don’t give a fuck
This is the end
You said speak louder
Like there’s a gun behind my head
Told god where are my friends
And when something falls
For someone to pick up
You point at me
Thank you dawwwg
Our love flourishes
So differently
You say it doesn’t have to be hard
But also spin me around
You call when the suns out
But I go thru people
Like dammm who’s this killer
They say I’m from the galaxy Warhammer
A bad ass nun
With a gun
Ready to switch out
But in all honesty
I’m the one who shots em
Got the label of woman are the devil
If you ask me for something
I’d say yes in a heartbeat
In hopes that fulfills you
Because I got the next key
Piece of peace
Ain’t security
You keep asking about you and me
Now everyone observing me
Tryna get me out
Nd give me the next round
Like a centipede ain’t holding
Nd I got the other one bombing
We are shuffling
Like goddamit
This is the 0 to such world
Piece of peace
What is your reality
Because your screaming for me
In this life of eternity
Vision at gritty modded
Color coded to desire
You and me until we are higher by @gothstarpopstar

Indie Summer Sleeze in Berlin by @gothstarpopstar

He left behind his rodeo ring
They call the land
Where you sharpen your sword
But after everything I want nothing
In return
As the phoenix rises thru the ashes
On February 14 of the year
Never knew we were this tight
But another goth pop summer for me
That’s tight
Just then I saw them switch out
Just to ask how did you do it ?
I say excuse me
Just to get the young smile once more
It was never in the ordinary
Nor I believe to get out of this world
Didn’t mean to cut your story short
So I’m hanging upside down
You try to catch me and tell me not to fall
The contrary
I just like to hang like this
I like my diamond series
The dimmed lights
Nd those who allow me to strum
Nd if you come over then maybe you’re one of the bats
He’s such a heavy eyed man
But his gazed did not stung me
He tried to figure what I was plucking
Just to compliment me
Nd like that we took off
When we stopped
We looked at each other
like damm you’re so fucking hot
No war was saw
Packed my bags just to come back
It’s my classical favorite
On the pool side you tried to figure me
while you grope your girl
I need a massage
Why did you run to Florida
Got me holding it down here
Got me stressing
Nd fighting confusion
Like I know exactly who tf I am
Fuck it I’ll run naked on the 7th floor
Madonna strikes
Call it her hint of crime
With the lady’s and gays tonight
Couldn’t look me in the day with those eyes
He’s made his way back
GOD I FUCKING MISSED HIM
Ever since I played naked
Now he wants his distance
I like it that way too love
Our love is always full of flames
And damm you can shoot
If you cant show me
how much it burns
How will I open the window to light my cigar
We weren’t supposed to meet
but still a bit odd
So my goth just pop
I’m wearing gold
Just to rock
Got him taking notes from the bits I drop
Im not to old for classics
But I do have to go
Because I’m on the other side of the map by @gothstarpopstar