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Its been a year. I cant really find words. I just wanna tell you over and over that I Miss You and I Love You. Time is merciless. It sttill feels unreal. I am lost. I'll see you in my dreams again baby. I really really miss you Anthony. ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿฆ‹ by @ilovesaonz
HAPPY MUTHAF*CKIN BDAY TO MY AMAZING MOM. @ag2luvzart @ortegaparksb I love you so much. You've taught me and my brother how to be resilient and strong and to "never settle" I've seen you for years fight for our family, our community, and friends. This last year for our family and myself would have been impossible to get thru without your guidance, Love and "ima make it f*ckin happen" attitude. I've recently been given signs how much I really do gain my strength from my ancestors and the powerful, 'force to be reckoned with' women in our family; the garcias, Escobar, cardona and more. But I know I was blessed to be given the opportunity to be Andi Garcia's daughterโœจ๏ธ. Everytime someone asks, "Are you Andi's daughter?", I am proud to say I AM. And that is another badge on my shield, my spirit, that I will always be proud of. And I'm glad my Noah has a fiery badass chicana abuelita he can look up to and see physical articles and memories of that greatness. It hasnt been easy, even now we're barely settling into newness. And we still have a long way to go to reach our full potential but no matter WHAT/WHO/HOW/WHY you've continued to make shit happen for Us and the chicano community or anyone needing support. Thank you for all you've taught Me, my Brother Philip and my Noah so far. I'll continue to learn lessons from You. I can't wait to see what You do next mom. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ๐Ÿฅ‚ cheers to the queen ๐Ÿฅ‚ ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿช„โœจ๏ธ๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿฆ‹๐ŸŒ™๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’…๐Ÿ•ถ by @ilovesaonz
Happy Anniversary baby ๐Ÿ’™ I Love You. by @ilovesaonz
You can't lose the love of your life and be normal after. We've all lost a loved one or someone close. But losing a LOVE love is very different. I lost all the futures we promised each other. All the "oh yea babe put it on the list" which we never started. I lost my future. The family I always wanted. I lost the trips we'd never take, the conversations of Bella's heartbreaks, the milestones Kayden would take and the awesome crazy in-depth horror movies Kaleb would create. We lost our future. Our promises, it's all waves in the wind now, I know you love me but how,. How do I keep going without you. Why should I.. I found my person, and he died. Where do I go. My love, buried in your chest, do I keep fighting, there's nothing left, where's all the rest. I'm biting at fate and reality thinking he still holds breath. I'll always love my Anthony. He had me and I had him, we had eachother eternally. I love you. Thank you for everything but I hate time for taking my forever being. We were meant to be so badly that our story could only end up sadly. My heart beating for you ever after, in dreams I see you, beating faster. This rose bud of love constantly blooming for my monster, who never wanted to be human. He was bigger than humanity. I asked the creator for love and they sent me Anthony Hartley. ๐Ÿ’• Forever indebted to the universe. ๐Ÿ’™NoLongerHuman๐Ÿ’™ by @ilovesaonz
Happy Valentine's Day bb, I took flowers to you today, I'm grateful I had the opportunity to Love you and to be Loved by you. I gripped the soil on your grave hoping you were gripping my hand too. I kept the flowers you gave me last year, and now a blue rose from your funeral hangs with them. A dark and beautiful juxtaposition of love, life and death. You are the Gomez to my Morticia. And much like the dark romantic stories, songs, movies and books we both love it feels like we've fallen into one. We always said it felt like our souls had history together. "I'll travel sands of time to be with you..." iLoveYouBaby๐Ÿ’™ by @ilovesaonz
Happy birthday baby ๐Ÿ’™ iLoveYou. by @ilovesaonz
Again my Google images reminded me 1yr Ago today we went to my company holiday party. That was an awesome night for us, so much fun. Anthony, mom and I went. So much has changed in the last few weeks and been really needing to talk to him. I cherish these memories, they feel dreamy now. Who I was before he went away also feels like a stranger. I miss Us. I miss You. ๐Ÿ’™ Mister Beautiful. by @ilovesaonz
Happy 12th birthday to my amazing son, my Noah. Youre creative and silly and destined for greatness โœจ๏ธ I love you Bugsy ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ by @ilovesaonz
An old piece i did for my bby.. the idea was a queen bee drunken by love of her bees and honey ๐Ÿฏ being overtaken by the bees, turned a slave to them. I gave this one to My Anthony. he scribed the name on her collar, I asked him to. LONG.LIVE.SAONZ @blueheartgang13 by @ilovesaonz
Thank you to the friends and family that were able to make it the other day or stopped by to say hi. Really means a lot to me. And thank you for all the bday wishes. I love you guys. โœจ๏ธ ๐Ÿ’™Missing you bby๐Ÿ’™ by @ilovesaonz
๐Ÿชถ๐Ÿ’™Seance 4 SAONZ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿชถ Forever loving you. And missing you. And creating with you and for you. Im happy the universe sent me back to Santa Barbara to meet you and Love You. You send me butterflies and bees and bats and feathers and dragonflies. I see you everywhere in everything. Thank you for watching over us. I miss your hands and your breath, making you laugh, and our cuddles. I feel you tho bb. Mr. Beautiful โœจ๏ธ๐Ÿฆ‹๐Ÿชถ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ๐Ÿฆ‡๐Ÿ–ค by @ilovesaonz
๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ’™SAONZร—CAKEZ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ•Š by @ilovesaonz

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