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It is absolutely crazy
To think it costs money to exist
I was not made for an alarm or
to perform for anything I need
or want.

I was made for sweetness and delight
Born for awe and wonder
So slow I sense the silence beyond vibration.

I am a pulse
A raw aliveness permission slip
Like “how dare she live this way”
Detached from rules and regulations
Engaged with each precious speck of dirt, wing and stem
A freestyle of Earth and Spirit.

Listen before my foot lifts
A prayer whispered each time
my soles kiss the ground.
A choice, a step
Where joy erupts from stillness.

Turn toward
the love, the pain, the intensity, the emptiness
Breathe it all through
Wide and unobstructed
The crunch of evolution turns to butter
in this openness.

Weapons surrendered, the hunt is over
Ribs softened, lips toward the sky
Realization through this divine play
ecstatically expanded and brilliantly free.

Radiance emerges from this vast presence
The cosmos giggle as we rise from swirl
A raindrop of happiness that washes bliss through the field of Oneness.

As witness,
in reverence,
devoted
to the true nature of our innocent, eternal souls.
🤍 by @itsninacamille

There are signs to let us know it’s all working out perfectly, even when it feels like everything is dissolving underneath us.

There are clues, and often they are not subtle.

This was one of those moments.

Y’all might recall a few years ago during a moment of surrender, I asked God to show me a sign:

If letting go was in the highest good for all beings everywhere, show me a bald eagle.

A few seconds later, a beautiful big baldy flew by as cruised along my favorite river. My jaw dropped.

From that moment on, I saw them everywhere. I could feel them coming. I became kind of a bald eagle whisperer, and they quickly became my familiars.

The private retreat I just hosted in the UK was by far one of the most transformative experiences of both our lives. It was deeper than either of us ever could have expected - as anyone who has truly faced & dissolved your most-buried fears & subconscious patterns knows… it ain’t pretty.

This day, I intuitively took us for a falconry experience - my sense was we’d connect with some falcons & owls from the UK. When I entered the facility, I saw a photo displaying some of their birds, and I noticed a bald eagle.

“You have a bald eagle here?! They are my absolute favorite creatures!” The excitement beamed from me.

“We sure do!” The woman was filled with a passion you rarely see in Britain.

We held a few birds & before the final one came out, she looked at me & hinted,

“I think you’re going to like this last one.”

I thought to myself, wait… There’s no way that’s about to happen. No way. Could it?!

Out loud I claimed,

“If they bring out a bald eagle, I’m going to cry.”

And they did.
And I did.
Tears of joy, awe, tears of being so obviously held by God when I needed the reminder.

I can’t think of a signier sign than my actual sign coming to land on my arm.

I don’t really have words for the feeling,
Just immense gratitude, humility & a deep remembrance that especially when you think it’s all falling apart, and you allow it, you are the most on path & loved by God.

It’s safe to face it all, it’s safe to dissolve who you were, it’s safe to trust life.

There will be signs.
🙏🏽 🦅🤍 by @itsninacamille

The magic of the Harris Wedding Ceremony,
The immense honor of celebration & co-creation with the most incredible people for our beloved @chelseyjoharris & @orenharris.

The field of Chelsey & Oren’s love is unlike anything else I’ve experienced. Nothing untrue can remain inside it - not for them, not for anyone. Just being around them melts away distortion, inspires creativity & places you smack dab in the center of what’s truly possible - miraculous, devotional love.

I’ve watched them both transform, as a union & as sovereign beings, so massively from the moment they met. I’ve seen them expand & rebirth with immense courage, I’ve witnessed their mutual devotion & surrender to Divine Orchestration as they place God at the center of their lives & relationship. Through them, I’ve felt the courage it takes to dissolve from “me” to “we” in the highest sense. When they come together, new creations are birthed. It doesn’t just change them, it changes us all.

Getting to share this celebration with them & the community they’ve created was both transformative & like a firehose of joy to the heart. After a really intense internal chapter, it personally rebirthed me.

I co-created tablescapes surrounded by Highland Cows (are you kidding me?!) with new & old friends, a sacred bonding experience that allowed us to weave our love into the reception dinner. I watched pockets of our friends gathered in their unique talents, joyfully pouring their magic & devotion into the event’s creation. I laughed so hard my abs got cramps. It was like adult summer camp meets co-creative, reverent sacrament. Every detail was woven with the love of community & family. Every person was dripping with talent, heart, presence & jokes. I’m so in love with every one of you.

Chelsey & Oren, you’re such a gift. To each other, to the world, and to us who love you so dear. Thank you for setting the bar so high. Thank you for walking your paths the way you do & including me, including us all, in the process. I love you both with my whole heart.

Their love is a true template - devotional, transformative, God-centered miracle Love.

That’s what’s possible. Yum. 🤍🤍🤍 by @itsninacamille

It was a Summer of bucket list hikes, national parks & epic camping adventures. 🏕️

After hearing the call to transition to Colorado, I needed a month in my beloved Montana. One weekend I sent it & camped alone for the first time, which was both edgy & empowering.

Did I cook meals & easily build my own fire? Yes.

Did I wonder if a bear was about to rip through my tent with every leaf crackle & breeze in the night? Also yes.

I’d been dreaming of this hike for years. I drank in the shapes, colors & a jaw-dropping experience witnessing a bull moose swim across a turquoise alpine lake.

I never wanted to leave, which is how I feel every time I visit Glacier. There’s something about it, among all the magical places, that is extra special. In any season, there is just nothing like her.

I’ve traveled alone to every corner of the world, but this summer was one of consistent connection & community life - except this trip. This was between me & the land I hold so dear. A sacred thank-you, a see-you-next-time, I’m moving but will be back often celebration. This place. Wow.

Back soon indeed, as the next True Nature Retreat will be held near here - yet when we arrive, all this beauty will have transformed into a wonderland of peace & perfect snowflakes.

I love watching this land change. Her transformation blankets me in grace as I am imbued with wisdom seeping into all the cracks I couldn’t see. She grows me, clearly & gently, in ways I didn’t know I needed. Growth that has produced tremendous value for me in my life.

Summer is so fun.
But Winter reminds us the necessary ingredient of turning inward - not just to reflect & integrate, but to stabilize & create from a grounded vibration.

To be the mountain when the world is a storm.

To feel peace as you witness chaos.

In order to be the truest living transmission of your soul, you must slow down & listen.

While the snow absorbs the sound, winter envelops you in the silence necessary to hear your own Spirit.

Winter is the medicine.

I’m honored to share the magic of this land in Feb with you at True Nature if you feel called.

Love of the land is the love of Self.
Love of Self is love of all.
There is only One 🤍 by @itsninacamille

The spiritual guy by the beach. Featuring Keoni Watson #funny #skit #comedy #spirituality #relatable by @itsninacamille

You are lovable during the in-between.

This Summer I experienced a life transition that honestly had me wanting to hide in a cave & disappear. Instead, I did the opposite & got on a plane to the place I feel most seen, felt & loved (I’m super into exposure therapy).

Being surrounded by so many people I love & respect had me feeling simultaneously fully shattered & fully exposed, which was both confronting & reparative. I faced deep layers self-protection, noticed how I respond to perceived failure & remembered how loved I am even when I’m falling apart.

Alongside all this was a deep honoring of sacred moments - a bachelorette retreat in a hurricane, a sister’s birthday, another hurricane... We came together, moments of hysterical laughter & moments of sobbing tears, and made incredible lifelong memories.

I sat in prayer circles of gratitude & faith for my best friends while also feeling so dropped by God. It was quite the contrast. My soul really delivers on the full-spectrum life package 😉💁🏻‍♀️

I noticed how much I fall in love with anyone when I see them cracked open, yet how unlovable I can feel when I’m in that place. I sat with the soft underbelly of needing to be a certain way in order to feel worthy of connection & care. I let my people in when I wanted to disappear & of course, I discovered Grace, Acceptance, Love & Family.

I can love you all day when you’re broken apart. I’ve made a life & career of it. People expect me to be real with the beauty & the pain - I’m here for it all. And apparently this time I needed a big ol’ system upgrade in order to more fully embody the truth of our shared inherent lovability.

As always, the integration of this seeped into my coaching & delivered life-altering results for my clients. Constant reflections of “You just shifted my entire reality” peppered realizations of how we subtly protect, contract & hide when we aim to connect, open & grow. I’ve intimately examined how we externalize our safety into the hands of others when we’re really looking for God’s approval & love, how you innocently repeat patterns in order to heal them & can play small instead of completing the assignment.

Wrapped up in comment 🔽 by @itsninacamille

Reaching for answers is one of the ways we tend to manage anxiety.

The “how” or “why” is most often a bottomless pit of you trying to feel something different.

Your mind says,
“I need to know exactly how I got here, so I can avoid experiencing this pain again.”

But if we still have anxiety to manage around a subject, we are not free.

We are not at peace when we are begging for understanding or explanation.

Your obsessive search for “why” is not creating peace - it’s keeping you in a chase, preventing you from experiencing this fresh now-moment.

Peace is freedom.

Peace is peace with what-is, even when you do not prefer it.
Especially when do you not prefer it.
Even when the moment you’re in is not what you expected, hoped, planned or gave so much for.
Peace with it.
Exactly as it is.
That’s the freedom you’re looking for.

Sometimes things are the way they are because they are that way.
Sometimes that’s the answer.
And you can let go.

You are here. This is what-is.
Be with that completely and you will know peace.
You will know freedom.

And it’s not passive.
It’s an energetic revolution.
It’s an internal, radical choice for peace,
a radical choice for true inner freedom.

“May growth and blessings birth from my absolute acceptance of this moment as it is right now, in the highest good for all beings everywhere.”

And so it is.
Love you.
🤍🪽 by @itsninacamille

Sound Bath 🩸🎶 #comedy #funny #spiritual #skit #explore by @itsninacamille

Somewhere
at the end of the road
where waterfalls become the sea
there’s a rock God molded perfectly to fit the shape of my back.
Or maybe it was my spine that formed just so to melt into this particular chunk of earth like a finally-found missing puzzle piece.

Travelers pass by in the dozens
not knowing they’re missing the most comforting spot on island.
A secret seat hidden in plain sight
a nourishing cradle for my tender center.

Just a rock to distracted eyes,
unworthy of noticing.
To me,
a holy healing place,
a precious rest,
the strength when I can no longer carry myself alone.

I close my eyes when my heart breaks
and transport myself to this sacred place.

I remember the cleansing sound of her river
the awakening chill of stone on skin
and the wisdom of trees that hold the dust of my ancestors.

Today I don’t have to imagine.
I pilgrimage.
I pour my body onto this earthy backbone like the only familiar thing left.

A creature of devotional ritual with a geographical assignment of freedom,
I know deeply what it is to leave a place and return.

To know home in plants and pebbles
and to travel far away from those familiar specks of dirt that hold me.

I return
again and again
to this holy throne no one else seems to notice.

And every time I find myself back in this intimate nest,
the biggest change about it -
the thing that is most different
is always me.

What an honor it is to return
to sanctuary
to be received anew
to be held as always
in the sturdy love of this stone kin.

I bow humbly
to the lands that fill my body with trust
the waters that soothe my wounds
the winds that encourage my liberation
the leaves that remind me to dance in both shine and rain
the soil that holds my prayers
and the sturdy rock that permeates my Spirit with peace and remembrance.
🤍 🪨 ✨ by @itsninacamille

On this day five years ago, my life changed forever.
I went from being an only daughter whose mom was always there to feeling like all the love in the world left, like I’d never feel truly loved again.

My mom was not perfect. She carried a lot of old pain that impacted me. Sometimes when I share our messages, people think we had a perfect relationship. It was really hard for a lot of my life. But my mom loved me more than anyone can love anything, and even when it was hard, she made sure I knew that.

A lot of us lose our moms too soon. But no one loses your mom except for you, especially if you’re an only child. Sometimes I wonder, five years later, if I should be more over it. I don’t think we ever get over the feeling of having the one who brought you into this life gone forever.

People say dumb things to grievers.
“She’s always with you,”
“They’re never really gone,”

We know.
And to me, in a big way, she is gone.

The years go by & there are no new photos to share. There are no new memories. Some say it gets easier over time, but it also gets harder, because it feels like the one person who loved you the most, enough to birth your existence & tend to you for your entire life, is slowly fading away.
It’s been more time without her.

I’ve made some incredible friends in the wake of her death, people whose love have filled me in ways I never expected.

It’s turned me into someone who can stand in the face of unthinkable pain, and I’ve been able to offer that to those around me when they need it. That’s my favorite result of enduring the deepest pain I’ve ever felt.

Last month I got to travel to the place my mom hoped to visit more than anywhere - Japan. I wished I could send her photos of cherry blossoms & artful sushi. She came to me, as she does, in a great heron.

There isn’t a day I don’t miss her & feel gratitude she gave me the gift of this beautiful life. I am the woman I am, strong, loving & free, because of her love & encouragement.

I honor her life by living mine, fully & completely, every day.

Honoring five years of you being an angel.
I love & miss you so much, mama.
Thank you to the angels in form that love me now, in both grief & joy.
🤍🪽 by @itsninacamille

Another Thailand wedding photo drop because, friends.
Friends that are so much more than friends, we are family.
And that is by far my life’s greatest blessing.
Thank you to my friends (including those not pictured).
I love you. 🤍🪽 by @itsninacamille

Three weeks in Asia.
Drinking in the beauty of faraway lands with those I love - certainly one component of a dream life.

But an aspect of the life I’ve built that is far more important is the peace I carry inside through all the unexpected challenges & changes. Home or across the world, there are opportunities to stress out, rush & resist or soften, slow down & accept the moment entirely.

To me, peace is true prosperity.
It’s the freedom to do what I want, how I want, where I want, with whom I’d like to do it.

Building my biz was a part of being able to live this way.
But before I was able to support this big, epic life doing what I love most, I had to make some serious internal changes.

Prosperity is first an internal game, and I had to dissolve my entire imprint in order to change my psychology around wealth.
If you’ve been here for a bit, you know the most impactful person in that department of my life has been my bestie, @joliedawnxo.

Before she helped me birth my biz, she helped me remove the blocks I had to creating the life I dreamt of & opened me up to a realm of possibility I did not know was allowed.

I’m lucky to call her a best friend. She is one of the most caring, generous, fun people ever. There are moments I look at her & think, “Wow. I can’t imagine my life without what she’s given me.”

She & I share some things that keep our lives intertwined & making magic together.

We both:

- Have committed to a big life & fulfilling our soul’s purpose
- Are willing to be delusional about possibility
- Value peace & quality of life
- Cheer-on all women
- Give big & treat loving our friends like an Olympic sport

I wouldn’t be where I am without her brilliance, permission & care. Starting 3/23, she’s hosting the 9th Dare to Prosper Challenge - a free experience to dissolve everything that’s standing between you & your magically prosperous life. There’s a reason I back Jolie’s work wholeheartedly - I am a living example of the results she creates around her.

Come be in this field with us so you can access what’s dormant in your soul & remove everything that’s keeping you from living it.

Save your spot at the linkinmybio.
Love you fam.

🤍 by @itsninacamille