Isaiah Javar Brown Jr (WiKKiTT)🪩🔱🤴🏾

“ cuz everybody dies but not everybody lives … “
@_lindseyjadee
I — .... I dont know where to start... but this one hurts.... deeply..... You are my Bestfriend, my Sister, my Dory... You are my Lil Lindsey 💘 you told me the other night that you wanted to go on an adventure. Just me and you. We didnt. We didnt go on your adventure. We should’ve. But we didn’t. I am sooooo Sorry My Loveeee that I couldnt give you THAT NIGHT that you wanted.. you really just wanted to have the time of your life before deciding if it would be your last night…. I COULDNT GIVE YOU THAT... I could’ve prevented this… I shouldnt be thinking about “what ifs”, its not healthy and its not the way to be thinking, but it just wont leave my mind, IF we went on your adventure that night you would still be here today.... im not blaming myself, no... because you wouldnt want me to blame myself…
But I do feel like ive failed you. Because i couldve tried a lot harder to actually go on your adventure. I didnt.
That hurts.
E V E R Y. S I N G L E. T I M E. — I’ve ALWAYS been here to pull you back when you were ready to cut your cord… but this timee around… you ACTUALLY did it… and I wasnt there to save you... I want to be soooo mad at you… but I cant, I wont… I know you were tireddddd my loveee… and eventually you may have gave it all up… but you NEVER lost your faith… your hope!
I love you ❤️ FOREVER♾
Im living for you now.🤞🏾Dory💕, it hurts me just to know I personally didnt get to share SOO MUCH WITH YOU! It was so much I had to say to you, you had to say to me… It was Coming... but it didnt come fast enough... I WASNT FAST ENOUGH.
It was SO MUCH SHIT that you deserved. The Fact. That i didnt get to tell you the way that I THINK is what hurts.. You were Special. You ARE Special. And i dont think i stressed that enough while you were here. But i cant turn back time. So i just want to make a Promise... a Promise that you asked me to make if you ever left this cruel and WICKED World. 🌨

Lil Lindsey, I PROMISE WITH EVERYTHING IN ME! I WILL continue to LIVE the dream WE always wanted. 💫 This is all for YOU now MY LOVE … 🎙🎶 -SourPatch 🧘🏽‍♂️💘
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