Julian Peter P. Carmona

i'm finally collected enough to post this. Its been an emotional week. But on June 17th my mother passed away. My heart aches so much when I think of how much I wish I can hug and kiss you still.. Or how much it feels like I didnt get to enough.
Or I could've seen you more despite this pandemic. More importantly I wish we had more pictures together. I just wasnt ready to say goodbye.. Im so thankful I saw you the day before, i'm even more grateful that my sister was there. Its so rare to have us all together these days, that I will cherish that moment forever. I just wish i can run it on a loop if I knew that would be the last time i woyld see her. My mom was a caring person. She was funny, creative, had an in your face attitude. Not emberrassed to approach a stranger and tell them how pretty they were. Or how lovely that watch may look on them, But would look better on her😎. She was a fighter and a showman. She was definitely a character. She was my buddy, and now shes one of gods angels. My inner light has dimmed a bit. I know I'll make my peace with this eventually and I'll be able to remember you fondly without hurting. But until then, rest in peace mom. We love you so much... I love you so much and your sorely missed. Socorro Carmona 9/9/54-6/17/2020