DOKI DOKI 🤯

ever-swaying, this heartbeat
unreliable and unaligned
in the jagged rifts of the mind.
its lack of thought. lack of love.
or so it continues to lie.

its still believed,
past the time it should have been let go
it claws, tapping a rhythm on the ribs,
confusing the heart to follow
its unsoundly song.

withering constant
becoming one with this self.
taking it apart seems only a half-hearted wish.
simply one not worth fulfilling:

when will time pass,
where it doesn't matter enough.
because every little thing
becomes a reason.

reasons to be unreasonably unkind