Kay 🍒

As the days go by, it doesn’t get easier. It’s actually getting more painful and harder. Physically, as I start to heal and my nerves come back, I feel more pain. It’s harder to stand, walk, go down stairs, etc. Mentally, I miss my little family, and I’m tired of the unknown of what’s to come on the road to recovery. The answers I get to my questions are broad and there’s no certainty in them. As I get ready for surgery tomorrow, I’m numb. I’m trying not to think. I’m fighting depressing thoughts of being in here. I’m going through a lot of emotions right now, all while trying to stay positive and seeking my peace and comfort in God & my support system. I’m not giving up though. I’m putting all these feelings more into my effort in healing and recovery. Kay is gonna come back 10x stronger and evolved in every way possible. I claim that. 🙏🏽 To everyone that has shared my story, donated to my GoFuneMe, and checked in on me- thank you truly. 💙