Alex Bartosik

Nesta - the authentic story of depression,apathy,anhedony and why IC isnt perfect tribe.

Some loves for Nesta and why everyone beside Az was useless.
Meet her traumas:
Are you finding it in your life?
1) groomed and manipulated by her mother to be cold bch and be a tool for wealth.
2) betrayed and forced to become Fae- she didnt want to be any of them.
3) her choices and life takem away from them
4) Lack of loving mother.
5) Overwhelmed by her darks powers
6) overwhelmed by guilt of not saving Elain
7) surrounded by happy to sick Feysand
8) Almost raped by Kelpie/ Mortal men
9) Cassuan almost dead
10) everyone wants from her some shit.
Dance with Eris for pact ? She did.
Find and risk her sanity for Treasures? You got it( another trauma).
being honest and giving respect ? Yelled.
Secured her place- forced to leave.

Asked for everyone to be alone - nope.
Everyone being sweet to Fey and El but shit for Nesta.
Mor telling Cassian she would be great in hellish Court of Nigtmare,- Cassian doing nothing and admiring her lovely soul( wtffff???)
Cassuan not being on her side in CC3, Rhysand on her case again?
He saw her trauma and nothing happened.
If Nesta was cold bicz, she wouldnt save Cassian, found the treasures, went to meetings, or Save the holly trio.
Remember that depression combined with trauma, fears,anhedony+ apathy ,and overstimulation from certain feelings is destructive.
Elain isolated and went queit. Nesta isolated for everyone sake and got drunk.

Rhysand sworing to be honest after he lied about being mates: worse he lied about her life and decision she could make.
Wasnt she his equal? If so why he didnt let her face the truth together with him? Was she too weak and vulnerable in her state?.
She saved them and his as well.

so are we sure the IC isnt a slightly toxic?
Even Amren was using her as tool for her cauldron..
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