ashe savage

💫 if I’m honest, I didn’t want to celebrate my birthday this year because.. I just wasn’t feeling it. there were a few reasons for that decision; but overall, I’ve just been extremely sad the past six months. is it normal to feel guilty for celebrating something while also sucked in the middle of grief? that’s a feeling I experienced — and I would have been just fine in bed binging Gossip Girl. literally days before, I decided I’d go to dinner, cause I gotta eat, right? I invited a few framily to join and they all pulled up and loved on me so good. I didn’t realize how much I needed that, but it really made my heart happy. while I’m extremely grateful for life, I’m equally grateful for love in action. God is so mindful of me. 💫