Annalee

This year has been so full of monumental change already. My goal of existing in this current hellscape is to make empowered decisions as much as I can, to not let the horrors of the world debilitate and decimate me so that I can't take care of myself and others (lol #justgirlythings, #justdisabledthings 💁🏼‍♀️). So: I finally put up my mailbox (4 years in the making) and it serves as a perfect thesis statement for my house, which I am so, so proud of. I'm planning a celebration and honoring of the house and my mother's 10 year deathaverisary. In death, she was able to provide me with a safe, stable home. The snake eats its tail.

We miss Elsa dearly, but Tully is adjusting to life as a solo boog and seems to find comfort from his heartbeat vibration puppy.

I invented a goddamn bedroom where there had only ever been storage for 8 years, which still boggles my own mind.

I got a new (used) electric car! And at @ellenchetwynd 's suggestion (insistence) I have 2 new couches so I can finally say goodbye to the Blue Whale, a literal representation of inherited trauma whose beloved carcass I have lived on for 20 years. Oof. I'm learning to let go (I think). #rivendellishome #grieflife #whatatimetobealive #motherlessdaughters