Tim Smith

I don’t even know where to start my love , I haven’t stopped crying or thinking about you since I found out , I can’t even imagine the pain you felt or how scared and alone you felt . I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you . You are one of the most sweetest souls I have ever met , you were always so kind to me , gave me some of the best advice I could ever get , there for me during my darkest moments. The first day we met I talked about nicki and cardi and right then and there we knew we were locked in from there. Can’t believe you are gone and not able to finish out your life and fulfill to its biggest brink. You just became a homeowner , bout to be a junior in college , had so much going for yourselve and I’m sorry it was taken from you. You didn’t deserved to be taken away from us. I miss you with all my heart , like I miss our weekly ft sessions , us sending TikTok’s , being messy , our seafood boils dates , you introduced me to Shirley Temples 😂. Like my world has been shattered and I don’t know how to even grieve you Tae , like how tf are you not here with me right now , this feels unreal. We talked almost weekly and now we can’t at all , We were supposed to graduate and go to each others graduations , we were supposed to be auntie and uncles together. I talked about you to all friends and was so excited once you met a few of my people and I will always treasure the time we had and the memories we made . We almost made it to 7 years of friendship which was supposed to last forever 😓You will always be in my heart tae , weren’t just a friend but a sister and I’ll never forgot about my love , I will make you proud , I promise you that one. Rest in peace my heart . ( that last video is our fake proposal , we promised each other by 30 if we weren’t married we would marry each other 🥹 )