Auriane 오리안

🖋 : 2023.09.13

🖌🎨 / 📸 : 2025.04.09 / 2025.04.10

YEARNING

I traveled a lot.
But I'm still attached to
This dimension
This vibration
This world
My Home
Try to picture it through your Heart...

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Empty Moon Mountains and Galactic Trees,
Strange Ocean, Wild Grass, and Wind,
This endless River full of Suns,
The Golden Library and the Rainbow Bridge,
A kind of Black Hole to go down,
This beautiful Garden,
Colors that don't exist,
Particals of Light everywhere,
That's the Memories I have from there.

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Do you know that I have a Sun in my chest,
And that you might have one too ?
I choose to jump to experiment and learn,
These thousands of ribbons, emotions,
Textures and colors,
In the end, I always wonder,
Will the wanderer complete this body / mind experience ?

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I don't know.
But as I experience life as a human being,
I now know
What are
Pain, and tears and aching,
Anger, violence, and destruction,
Passion, kindness, and tenderness,
Joy and laughs and endless love,
And very much more.

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In here, Nostalgia is everywhere.
I fell from my world,
And remember all of it.
For now
I just want to bring, write, dance, sing, and paint everything
This canvas called "life as a spiritual being."

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As we experience this dying, collapsing, ascending Earth,
Like a shooting star about to explode,
I'll continue to plant these seeds,
And spread particles of light,
All that while jumping,
Through dimensions and timelines,
In this everywhere and nowhere,
As an individual,
As everything and nothing at all,
Until I come back,
Until I come Home.

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Oh, and one day, will you remember too ?
Memories, dancing and spiraling in space,
In your mind, in your heart.
Now, let them be, let them take space,
In your mind, in your heart.
Memories, memories of Home.
Home.
Far away, but just inside.
We'll come back,
We'll come back Home.
Home,
Home,
Home is calling.
Home is calling me home.

Don't you feel it ?
Don't you know it ?

I'm coming Home.

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And I'll never be incarnated again.

I'm done.

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...It's what I say all the time, hahahahahaha !

- Auriane