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Photo by NoUseInChoosing on April 28, 2025.

Photo by NoUseInChoosing on April 28, 2025.

Photo by NoUseInChoosing on April 28, 2025.

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Posted On: April 28th 2025, 03:52 pm

Spring water taps around Aso. All definitely fun and pretty to look at. #阿蘇市 #kumamoto #travel #nature

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The President is unwell.

10 months on estrogen!! :)

...and its been pretty amazing so far! The changes have definitely been noticable, in a lot ways haha. For one, my chest has been super sore and tender pretty much nonstop since starting HRT. Sore and tender and sensitive and itchy lol, and growing pretty rapidly. The emotional changes of course also started right away - lots of things make me cry now haha, and not just sad things but also happy things. In general I find I just come to tears easier. Even if I can stop myself from actually crying, I still feel the tears well up in stressful situations, or when I watch a sad video. Another change is the fat redistribution, which usually takes a while to see the full effects, and particularly in the past month or so I think Ive noticed it a bit more. In my hips and butt I see it the most, but also lately I think my face is getting a bit plumper and more feminine as well 😊 I've been trying to eat more the past few month so maybe thats been helping too lol. Mentally I think the biggest change has been my mood. I've said it before, but seeing myself in the mirror now just fills me with so much euphoria, even when I'm not in makeup. Compared to before where seeing myself in the mirror always had a feeling of underlying panic. Its a very real and very tangible change that leaves no doubt in my mind that I made the right decision - now I just wish I had figured it all out sooner. Seeing my old self in pictures I always get a pit in my stomach now haha, like somehow I'm gonna wake up and it'll all have been a dream... Anyway, thanks for reading if you're still here! Most folks seem pretty interested in the effects of HRT so I thought it'd be fun to rant about it a little bit 😁 If you read all this and still have questions, feel free to shoot me a DM and I may respond (or may not lol). Peace and love yall!! 🩷

She did this in 1 HOUR too! How well do you think she did my face???

This was the LEAST stressful thing that happened on my birthday but I decided that nothing was going to ruin my day & took everything in my stride.

Now looking back crashing out would’ve done nothing but make me more upset 😂

#MAC #mua #backupplan

Jokes aside... the internet can be a weird place.

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