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a year ago
6 months ago I made a decision to stop drinking.
I didn’t have stereotypical “rock bottom”
I didn’t lose my house
I didn’t lose my kids
I didn’t lose my job
What I did lose, was myself.
I lost myself years ago.
I used to tell myself it was okay to drink because I still took care of business.
In reality I wasn’t. 
I took care of my kids, I worked, gym, all the ins and outs of running a household.
Hungover, half-assing everything I did. 
A version of myself I got sick of being. 
I didn’t want to get to a point to where I couldn’t stop. 
So I woke up Jan 1st and said no more. 
It’s been lonely, eye opening, and one of the best things I’ve ever chosen to do. 
I feel like I’m getting to know myself all over again. 
I learned so much from this experience and I look forward to reaching a full year. 
You don’t have to hit rock bottom to change your life.
Thank you to the people who support me & encourage me during the hard days. 
🖤
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Posted On: July 2nd 2025, 02:45 am
6 months ago I made a decision to stop drinking.
I didn’t have stereotypical “rock bottom”
I didn’t lose my house
I didn’t lose my kids
I didn’t lose my job
What I did lose, was myself.
I lost myself years ago.
I used to tell myself it was okay to drink because I still took care of business.
In reality I wasn’t.
I took care of my kids, I worked, gym, all the ins and outs of running a household.
Hungover, half-assing everything I did.
A version of myself I got sick of being.
I didn’t want to get to a point to where I couldn’t stop.
So I woke up Jan 1st and said no more.
It’s been lonely, eye opening, and one of the best things I’ve ever chosen to do.
I feel like I’m getting to know myself all over again.
I learned so much from this experience and I look forward to reaching a full year.
You don’t have to hit rock bottom to change your life.
Thank you to the people who support me & encourage me during the hard days.
🖤
Comments (19)
smrk_880 a month ago

smrk_880

🖤

kill3r_whal3 a year ago
thetruereddfoxx510 a year ago

thetruereddfoxx510

Damn that’s deep and not one lie told 👏 congratulations on the progress and good luck on the journey to your next milestone. It’s not easy but it’s worth it!

rye_gregg_tattoos a year ago
sheapears0n a year ago

sheapears0n

so proud of you 💗💗💗

novnovmarie a year ago

novnovmarie

So far those and Stellas are my fav NA . I was super sad that the blue moons didnt have that beer taste as thats what I like is the beer taste.

novnovmarie a year ago
romaiinee a year ago

romaiinee

🔥🔥🔥

brian_ridesa_mtb a year ago

brian_ridesa_mtb

Congratulations @brookesarantakos_

juuulaaaye a year ago

juuulaaaye

Proud of you brookie!!🫶🏼

elizabethjtman a year ago

elizabethjtman

I’m so proud of you! I know it was hard but look at you now! You are amazing! And only getting better! I got you always! I love you forever! 💕

_briannadiane a year ago

_briannadiane

So proud of you ❤️

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