Posted On: August 2nd 2025, 01:49 pm
kinda a late post but idgaf.
it feels like just yesterday i said yes to being part of this family. one year here has shown me just how much i love this place. i love my funkynaris, vpn, kruwala, krusuhan, krusans, kruinz, and everything lfm related. not a single word can express how deeply i love lfm. if i had to name every single person i love here, it would be like writing a novel.
but at the same time, it’s hard to ignore how much it also hurt me. it breaks my heart to realize that the place i’ve adored since the start of college could also be the place that makes me feel out of place.
but i've learned that in the end, what really matters are the memories. and I wouldn’t trade these memories for anything. even in the moments when i’ve wanted to disappear, they still supported me unconditionally, and that’s what makes me incredibly grateful to have this environment surrounding me.
the cracks between me and this place made me realize that being loved means being changed. and i have changed, for better and for worse, right here. even in another lifetime, i would choose to be here with these people all over again.
thank you for this year 🤍🤍