Jared Montour🇭🇹

For a long time I thought the value in who I am was in what I was missing in this world, I thought if I could look a certain way I would be accepted and finally fill the insecurities I had. God allowed me to have the hair I wanted just so I could feel that I would still be the same person internally. This made me realize the hole in my heart couldn’t be filled with the way I look, the way I perform, or my achievements.

It’s so easy to chase vanity with the perspective of thinking “that’s the thing that will fix my problems”, when truthfully all it did was change who I was externally but kept who I was internally the same.

God may allow you to attain the goal but you’ll soon realize that it doesn’t feel like how you expected it to, there will always be a new mountain top that your flesh will desire, but truthfully the Lord is the only one that can fill the hole in your heart closed.