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Posted On: August 7th 2025, 02:05 am
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I FINALLY FOUND IT. For the last six months, I’ve been searching through storage for the original 1997 National Enquirer article about me coming out. And today, there it was. I was 21 years old, and the Enquirer had made it clear they were going to run a story about my sexuality whether I participated or not. So I made the decision to speak for myself. Seeing the actual article again almost 30 years later is surreal. And here’s something I had forgotten: all things considered, it’s actually pretty heartfelt. Yes, the headline is enormous and very 1997. But the story talks about the support I received from my family, Tony Danza and Judith Light, and even includes a message about courage and coming out from Chaz Bono. It’s wild to think how short the list of openly gay public figures still was in 1997, and how many people would come out publicly in the years that followed. That doesn’t change how complicated it was to have something so personal become national news before I was ready for it to happen on my own terms. But reading it now, I can also see a 21-year-old me trying to take control of a situation I hadn’t chosen and say, “If this story is going to be told, I want my voice in it.” And I’m kind of proud of him for that. And a little thank you to @therealchazbono too. Seeing those words of support sitting beside my story nearly 30 years later means more to me now than I probably understood at the time. ❤️ Almost 30 years later, I finally have the actual piece of history back in my hands. Still gay. Still here. And very grateful that today, I get to decide how my story is told.
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Coming home has never felt so empty. I still expect to see you waiting for me, to be greeted by the little soul who made every home feel like home. Instead, I am met with silent echoes. It’s easier when the world is loud enough to distract me from your absence. But in the quiet hours, the midnight panic attacks & the mornings I wake without you, grief finds me. That’s when I cry for you to come back. Even in death, you are still teaching me about love, loss & the unbearable beauty of having something so precious that its absence can break you. You saved me from death more times than people will ever know. My greatest accomplice, my little shadow through every version of myself. Seventeen years of traveling, beach days, sleepless nights, laughter & tears. You witnessed parts of me no human ever will. You knew me before I knew myself & loved me through every person I had to become. The greatest blessing of my life was the day you let me save yours, never knowing you would spend the next seventeen years rescuing me. For that, I’m forever yours. What I would give to hold you one last time. To kiss the soft fur behind your ear. To simply look at you from across the room, doing absolutely nothing, just existing in the same world as me. I would give anything for one more ordinary day. A piece of my heart left this earth with you & that space will always belong to you. Seventeen years will never feel like enough when I wanted a lifetime. The hardest part of loving you is that I was your entire lifetime & now I have to live the rest of mine without you. So find me again. In this life, the next & every existence that follows. Find me wherever souls go when their bodies can no longer hold all the love they carry. If we are given a thousand lifetimes, I hope you choose me in every single one, because I will spend every lifetime looking for you. Come back, love of my life. Please, come back. ❤️‍🩹🕊️🥺
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