🌿🌸I R E R🌸🌿

On the third of October it was two months since you left us. I can start crying wherever I go, when I was at ICA and saw the olives you loved, I cried. I still can't watch movies on Netflix because that's where we always watched movies together. At night I open the bedroom window and look up at the sky for LAS TRES MARIAS, the mermaids that you always said we would look for when the three of us weren't together. I know you are together, you and mom. I look at them and it gives me inner peace, but the longing for you is still there. The other day I was at Rusta and the memory of your dad appeared, we had been there and bought some things. The tears welled up, people looked but I ignored it but when I got to the Christmas signage I broke down. You always bought those for the children when they were little, unfortunately they only lasted two years at most. Children who have to touch everything are not always careful. Last year I bought many different ones and put them up in the living room. It wasn't just for us, it was for you, because you love that kind of thing. Every day when it got dark, you turned on the lights, even though I pointed out that it was automatic. It was like in my subconscious I knew that it might be your last Christmas with us. Hug mom from me, I love you both to space and back for all eternity.