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Posted On: November 13th 2025, 08:16 pm
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too soon? ⚓️♥️ @dollskill
one degree hotter, but still never finished my homework. 🥹 this week i graduated. in psychology. i fucking did it. i wish i could tell you what it cost me without having to tell you so much about my life. while finishing this degree, i lost my home. i lost raven, who was my entire family. there were assignments due while i was trying to figure out where we would live. if i could even stay in school. while my former so-called partner slept soundly, in the house he bought for us, at his job he kept, after using legal power and force to abruptly shatter me. there were readings to finish while i was crying. deadlines that didn’t move because my life had fallen apart. studying psychology while in crisis was not lost on me. i tried to get help. that took time and energy too.
being told to reach out means very little when you reach and reach and nothing reaches back. “friends” told me they couldn’t help. they had their own problems, they said. i remember staying up all night, cramming, teaching myself classes i missed because i had to work in order to pay for the classes i couldn’t attend, crying, grieving, wanting to give up. so much commuting. so much pushing. hugging myself in the car before exams, giving pep talks i wish would come from anyone else. i thought of little me and older me and my family who weren’t there. this is all quite painful AND i’m so proud of the work i did. papers on how complex grief is and proposing a novel framework for how we approach loss; relationships and attachment and avoidant discards; the increasing problematic online gambling industry and who benefits from this addiction. 
i’m also angry about how much of it i had to do while trying to survive things i should never have had to endure. alone. i wanted raven here. she should be here. 
i wanted to arrive at this day with more of my life intact. and i want to celebrate. i do. i am. 
i want photos of myself smiling in this ridiculous rectangular hat because i earned it. this ridiculous rectangular piece of paper. what this cost me will never be on my transcript, nor was it ever fully witnessed by another. a smile can be true even when it doesn’t tell you everything.
𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄. 🇹🇿👑✨ Jihan Mohin Dimachk shines in gold for her first look in Tanzania as Miss Grand International 2026. A radiant Homecoming look for a historic day, as our Queen takes to the streets to celebrate this special moment with the people of Tanzania. ✨🇹🇿 Golden, glowing, and finally home. 👑 Wearing @gl_garlatedesign #MGI2026 #MGI #GrandExperiences #MissGrandInternational #WeAreGRANDthe1andOnly
i 🩷 savannah!
Aditi… kitni pyaari hai🙈💕
Words can’t describe how stoked I am on this jump. I was never planning to hit a 20m for a while but sometimes a spot will just call ur name! I want to thank all the boys for being there to support me @lin__era @sampiubee @galaxyofwill @_tommyy0_ and massive shout out to @inaka.wonders for making these experiences possible. And also all the boys who have been there for me along my whole journey! Also all praise to the lord for giving me the strength to move onwards and upwards! 💙
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