Gabby Leah Ndungu

Saying Goodbye to you has been one of the toughest things I never thought I would ever experience. You were supposed to stand next to me when I get married , our kids were supposed to have play dates and become best friends .

There’s so much we were supposed to do together man . As I sit here writing this I feel empty, I feel broken . I feel squeezed as if I’m fighting for air . I’ve tried staying in , I’ve tried drinking myself to numb the pain but then I forget and go to text you and reality kicks in .

I don’t know if I can ever find it in me to let you go really and truly but imma take it day by day . Thank you for an amazing 7 years of friendship. I will forever carry you with me every where I go and I hope I do make you proud from wherever you are .

I love you @ashleejenae