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Posted On: May 30th 2026, 11:51 pm
She is the whole reason i am her today..
My addiction was ugly and vicious.
My Stagnancy and disparity was perpetual.
My disregard for my safety physically and emotionally was shocking.
But it doesn’t mean that’s who i am..it’s just what i was doing.
I am not this great loving person just because i was in a bad place at a point in life, i am this way because i saw what i was capable of creating for myself during that time.
I got to break down the parts of me that only knew ego and only saw excitement in the drama and chaos of life.. i felt only purposeful in creating short term feel good environments for mine and other peoples bad days.
I had no idea the world that lived in peace and positivity until i forced myself out of the grips of alcohol and constant partying.
I am happy i went through it and would do it all over again just to get to see life through my new Lens.
Do whatever you need to and do it in your own time and let the magic come to you on its own..
#ready #drinks
My addiction was ugly and vicious.
My Stagnancy and disparity was perpetual.
My disregard for my safety physically and emotionally was shocking.
But it doesn’t mean that’s who i am..it’s just what i was doing.
I am not this great loving person just because i was in a bad place at a point in life, i am this way because i saw what i was capable of creating for myself during that time.
I got to break down the parts of me that only knew ego and only saw excitement in the drama and chaos of life.. i felt only purposeful in creating short term feel good environments for mine and other peoples bad days.
I had no idea the world that lived in peace and positivity until i forced myself out of the grips of alcohol and constant partying.
I am happy i went through it and would do it all over again just to get to see life through my new Lens.
Do whatever you need to and do it in your own time and let the magic come to you on its own..
#ready #drinks
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