Jessica Walter

“Consider It Pure Joy”

The world measures success in different ways
Clocking in, clocking out, waiting for that raise.

Looking up, looking around, looking down
They go from being amongst the people, to in charge of the town

Old ways of thinking left me with a huge work load,
Saying ‘the way to success is a tough road’

This brought mixed emotions along the way,
I walked around aimlessly, surrounded by a haze

In life, we experience moments where we want to quit,
We point the finger, and throw a fit

We make excuses for our mishaps,
That leave us in chains while we run laps

I’m tired, exhausted and dreary
Yet, my God said don’t grow weary

I will continue to do good
Even when I feel misunderstood

My sorrow will turn to joy in the morning,
For I know through this struggle, He is forming

His promises are true
So I will continue to pursue

The door will open when He deems I’m ready.
In the meantime, it’s His grace that keeps me steady.

Reflecting back on this last year, the above poem describes just what it’s been for me- moved into a new home, been stretched, experienced heartache, going through transformation, lots of laughter and joy, while circumstances arose, tears fell, my heart and soul going through breaking, pruning, and growing, all the while being filled with love and so many blessings. Surrounded by His grace, love and community, i wouldn’t have it any other way. This year shaped me, molded me, and I know it’s just the beginning for what He has to come! I’ll worship Jesus through it all because all I know to give The King is my hallelujah!!! 🙏🏼😭💕