Posted On: July 26th 2026, 01:56 pm
Yesterday when I was doing the shoot it literally just feel like 14 yrs old me going to anime con. I made costume I do my one make up and go for whole day shoot. but I think when I was young mom told me this is waste of time n I should focus on study n force me to quit.
But I never thought 10 yrs later this became one of my favorite things ever. I think in college I felt like my creative language is a bit too much,,, I should focus on music. But, I grew up dancing and singing n drawing doing all this together. I don’t like anything less than music. They r equal part of my personality >.< it’s just so sweet to be able to this again. the full circle was my cosplay( internet) name was mio, when I was 14. Mioera felt like my safe space, for me. :)
When I was making outfit and make up choices I was also super nervous abt showing my non binary ness on screen. I thought I should wear a wig, I should look like a girly girl. But I ended up didn’t because I just am not, and I also came back to my old spot to face a lot of my older self. :) it felt like a ritual of rebirth. ☺️
Super grateful for Ella
@ellabeefields, Danny, and Cash for trusting me n making my dream come true<3