Posted On: July 26th 2026, 08:00 pm
music saves my life , every time
writing songs isn't some thing i just sit down and decide to do , it's like plugging in to a socket and some times the current hits and you just have to you have to write you have to let it live out side your body it's like a tumbling force getting heavier and faster down the mountain and you have to be there to catch it and sometimes it's like steam dancing around and you can make out the silhouette but you have to be patient enough for them to show you the moves sometimes you get the end piece and you're tugging its tail back before it all slips away again
the songs , they're unwritable , they all already exist , some where , it's about getting as close as possible , when they come by , to translating what is untranslatable , my songs are my best friends , that i didn't know i needed , my songs teach me so much that im oblivious to when 'writing' , it's hard to say where i write from , or that i write at all , or take credit for any of it , because it isn't me it's not it's not ! but it is .. it's so beyond any words , this is like the great Tao ,
it's all existential it's all a channel it's all about everything it's all about god the universe the creator gaia it's all about love it's all about the raw it's all about the Self it's all about endings it's all about tantra about devotion about NOW about ouroboros it all just is . a song doesn't have to do any thing for any one , but if you happen to find companionship or comfort or some sense of the great beyond , then i am humbled and honored to have had the opportunity to share . i will always be with music , it is beyond a love or a passion , it's all in my skin it's all in my fascia and all in between , we are all vibrations , this is just a beautiful way to organize the frequencies perhaps , if i can get closer and closer to blurring the lines between me my body my self and music , then it's all one deep breath , then it all makes sense to me again in some way , then it's all bearable ,
here is to the ones who made it this far , every sense of the phrase , here isto the listeners and the lovers and the writers who get it , here is to the keepers of the torch (cont.)
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