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this is i think kinda a letter to god ...soooo every time i become hopeless about anything that’s going on in my life or anything that i feel should be going a certain way(according to me)i somehow end up visiting a temple (be it any nearby one or any other temple) but i feel like god somehow makes me come closer to them..it feels like they just know i need them and idk how but something good just happens after that and yeah that happiness doesn’t last that long but that’s totally my fault idk what’s wrong with me i always somehow turn to the negative side only but that little bit of hope that goes missing inside me gets awakened again or something.... i make lots of complaints like i don’t get this i didnn’t get that but god just makes me realise that i’ll get what i deserve so if i really want something i need to work for it and i need to make myself deserving enough for that thing to become mine idk why am i even writing all this but i just wanted to
also i just watched a movie about tourette syndrome and the male lead just accepts it and doesn’t let it affect him in any way oh but the main point was that he was a teacher idk if this is a sign
ps- i didn’t like this kurti on me when i was wearing it but i kinda like it now