areej

Hiiiii! Can't believe September is ending. I mean it felt like an year itself. Idk how time passes that slow or sometimes way too fast. Maybe it's an illusion or maybe it is not. I have to teach myself about this topic.
Well September was a little bit moody, everything was happening (expected or unexpected; both!) or atleast felt like happening to me. I feel like this month will have my worst and one of the best days of this year. I got hurt. But I was actually (not surprisingly ofc—) happy about it. It felt like I entered a new portal but it lasted for like couple of minutes. Then I was back:/ (I am joking) no I am serious!
We won't talk further about the time that already had passed but some takeaways from it.
So, one thing I learnt that some wounds can never heal! they seem like totally healed from outside, their appearance depicts that; but they don't actually heal. (I am not sure what wounds I'm talking about but yeah they never heal or they do after you—) There will be no remains so they will be healed or- something like that. But don't worry about that.
Second thing, tomatoes doesn't taste good.
Third and most important, there will always be a void in your heart and you can never fill it entirely. Because yk we aren't meant for this life. So all this sadness and melancholic feelings are just temporary. Like long enough to last for the life you live on the planet Earth. So it's not a big deal, cry about it or write about it and then leave it there.
Fourth, the world feels very robotic. (I won't explain it).
Take care🤍

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