painwrld__

"Empire"
I'm in the process of building my own empire. But the elites won't let me do as such in peace. I been dealing with pain for some years.I feel stuck I just wanna be free and persistently feel free. I would rather isolate myself when im in A in A dark place and before letting someone see my tears. I'm heartless. What did I do to deserve this? I wish I could start over and do things the right way. maybe then life would work in my favor and put an ease to my unbearable pain and unnecessary suffering. Like Ray Vaughn @ray.vaughn i was crying out for help but I wasn't screaming loud enough. I was told the way I did others nobody would care. But he don't remember what happened like his mind has been brainwashed. How can u fix what u did wrong if u don't even know what uve done wrong? I've lifted other's up while I was down. Simply by being kind. so how u could u not care about me ? I'm kind not just because I'm treating others how I want to be treated, and not just because I don't want others to hurt me. But also because I'm A kind person and also because A kind person that's who I present myself to be. He been crying out for help for A long time but can't nobody save me. Before i accept humiliation in the worst way. I'll rather accept death. I'll rather accept the electric chair. Can't nobody save me this time. I won't make it out this time. This pain is killing me slowly. I'm steady asking God why? Like Ace @yungeenace me i see life A little different i don't belong here. I'm in the process of building my own empire. But the elites won't let me do as such in peace. I been dealing with pain for some years.I feel stuck I just wanna be free and persistently feel free. ~ PAINWRLD