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Photo by Matt Vrbanac on September 17, 2026. May be a selfie of one or more people, beard, lighting, tinsel, fireworks and text.
Photo by Matt Vrbanac on September 17, 2026. May be an image of night, park and text.
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Posted On: September 18th 2026, 01:47 am
One of the hardest things I’ve found recently is doing things for the first time without Kyle by my side. The 50 Mile March, Power Cruise, my Birthday, Hot Summer Nights, even dinner with friends has been really hard.

A few days ago was the first night that Valas pumpkin patch was open for the season, but it was not open to just everybody. Tonight it was only open to season pass holders. Yes, I bought a season pass to a pumpkin patch. I know that might not sound like the most “adult” thing ever, but last year after listening to Kyle complain about the price of admission I decided that after 2 weekend visits to this place, a season pass would pay for itself. Judge me, I’m ok with that. I know he would have laughed at me for getting these, but I would have dragged him along with me every time I went and then laugh at him for having a good time. Aaaannnnnyways. Tonight while I was walking around, I got to see a lot of the attractions I was able to enjoy with him in the past. I think the hardest one to get through was the hanging lights. Last year I sat with him under those lights for what felt like hours, but was realistically only about 20 minutes. I can’t remember exactly what we talked about while we sat under those lights, but I do remember the moment I looked over at him and saw the smile on his face while he was enjoying the moment. Luckily, I managed to snap a photo. It’s a photo that I so grateful to have.

I snapped a photo in the same location tonight, it was a pretty difficult moment. I managed to capture my picture and move on. Thank you to Meg for being there with me tonight, it would have been a lot harder if I was by myself. I’m very fortunate to have such an amazing group of friends in my life that have showed up for me, checked in on me, and helped me out with anything that they can. I know that I owe a lot of these friendships to Kyle, he just had this incredible knack for making friends with everyone he encountered a long the way. It was truly magical watching him connect with people. I learned a lot watching him interact with others, and that’s something I intend to keep doing.
Comments (35)
petersimpson248 a month ago

petersimpson248

Rip kyle

rvdeboi.sh4ck a month ago

rvdeboi.sh4ck

SMILE LIKE KYLE 👑💯💙 Forever in our hearts

jason.rainwater3 a month ago

jason.rainwater3

The memories are not there to haunt you! They are there to comfort you because you have him with you always. He is a piece of you. If you are ever in a situation and need guidance ask. Seriously you might be surprised with a response that is not what you would tell yourself but something you may have not considered. Don't be filled with sorrow you are his tomorrow!💯🫡

trdmatt_ a month ago

trdmatt_

Make sure you mourn brother. Don’t let it build inside you. I’m sure I can speak for all the 1320 supporters when I say we love you, are we are so grateful for you, and everybody else behind the scenes, keeping Kyle’s legacy alive. You are the #MVP my man

420tattedlife a month ago

420tattedlife

Great dude truly heartbreaking to know he's gone will for ever be missed spin them tires one time for our man up in the sky hope he's racing in the clouds much love to yalls family

epicschube a month ago

epicschube

Man. These pictures are really blurry 😭😭😭

tone3v a month ago

tone3v

Praying for all of yall🙏🏽

mr_vincent_13 a month ago

mr_vincent_13

I don’t know exactly what to say… Much Respect to you this is tough and you keep moving! Sharing your feelings is a powerful thing to let your emotions out and process things. The pumpkin patch subscription is a cool thing to do. I think movement physically is the best thing to do because you keep busy mentally and physically. Stay Stong! Much Respect and Much Love 🙏🏻

thechadilacc a month ago

thechadilacc

This pic is heavy 😔 thank you for sharing and I hope you're doing well friend 💜

devilchild.1992 a month ago

devilchild.1992

❤️❤️❤️

lbtwnduub252 a month ago

lbtwnduub252

I never met Kyle and I miss him! Huge impact on thousands of lives.

mathew.curry.9 a month ago

mathew.curry.9

The community is 💯 with you matt. We all miss Kyle so much I can't even imagine how hard it is for you 💔 we got u big dog much love from New Zealand

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