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~Baptism~
Fear is letting the enemy win DON’T LET THE ENEMY WIN.
Faith + obedience in Christ is saying “without me I cannot prove to you I already won.”

I want to share my testimony so here it is:
I have always grown up in church ever since i could remember, but growing up it wasn’t always easy i moved a lot because my dad was in the military although we always found a church to go to. I have always known about who christ is but i never fully had a relationship with him. Growing up i was bullied a lot which made me feel small i started doubting my worth i began to become very insecure about my self. My anxiety began to grow for several years of my life i felt like i had really hit rock bottom. I would ask myself “why would God make me this way.” That’s when God stepped in and I found out I was moving again, but this time it felt different. God sent me such amazing people who are so encouraging and so loving and also helped me get plugged in a great community. A close friend of mine invited me to go to their church camp about 3 years ago it was my first church camp while at that camp I realized how much i loved it, but also I didn’t understand why everyone had so many emotions. So the next year i went to that same church camp, but this time it was different on the third night of camp i said a prayer asking God to reveal himself to me in a way that i could understand that next night during worship God revealed himself to me in a way i understood that is when i knew i am a sinner and i needed Jesus. I really understood that I can’t live off my parents faith so, after worship i went and found an amazing leader and i gave my life to Christ i am free from all of my sins because of Jesus. I now know that my worth is through Christ and Christ alone not from others opinions. With that being said I do still fall short I do still get anxious, but I know who to give my worries and fears too. God never said living a Christian life would be easy. Continue to shine your light the darkness means nothing when the light guides your steps.